Sobering thought

she may die if i came forward with wanting a divorce..

the stroke... it really changes things.

Honestly not the same

Here is another example... I know the dishwasher can be loaded better than what it is.. She knows it.. But yet.. Another example of her not being the same. It may sound petty, but it really is just another in the same not same... About Pam.

She doesn't think things through like she used to.

Another one of those moments

So the incident at that Xmas party was the trigger... I had a similar moment again tonight....

That's frequent...  Being mindful... Taking note..